I've movveeed !

hi guys. i've moved to TUMBLR.

http://bernielim.tumblr.com/
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i actually like it better than blogspot. you guys should check it out. rip blogspot.

Toughhh,

Just some tough times right now.
Really trying hard to be patient & dilligent.
Tryna make room for everythang !

Especially tough times for BENMMMM..
we're gonna miss an M by the end of this month.
That really makes me sad.
One of the most funniest, coolest asians & friends I've met.
I can't believe she's leaving :'[

& What else,
I'm going broke by the weekend. -____-
I needa stop spending.

Okay, I can't wait for Monday.. get the back part of my braces off ! Fasureee, baby !

That kinna love.

Just that guy who fucking understands
who can be my one and my only man.
Who knows what a woman wants and needs,
Can answer and handle my begs and pleads.

Make it known that.. guys, chivalry ain't dead
That I ain't satisfied till I'm full & fed
Cause I just want your good ol sweet love,
not your body or sex, just that thing God sent from above

So really sir, just look me in my eyes
And let me know where I in your heart lies.
It ain't gotta be serious, we can have some fun
But promise to be my moon, and I'll be your sun.

Give me reassurance; some kinna "ILY"
Just make me fall in love with one deep sigh
Tell me you are my star, the light to my night
And never ever will anything shine as bright.


... Just some shiz I wrote up right now.
* This has nothing to do with how I feel.
I think of what sounds good. [:

On My Mind

And here's an update on all of em.

Finally, a 3-day weekend ! I already miss winter break -_- The return to school was eh, but I gotta admit.. I love schoool ! Mofawckin crazy, I know.. but everyone at that school just makes my day all the better. [: Anyways, there's so much I wanted to do this weekend, but ughh.. mass & choir practice gets in the way again. It's not like I don't enjoy those things.. in fact, I love it. But sometimes, I really want to hang out. This weekend I could've went to the movies, maybe Giz's birthday dinner, complete makeovers with Taylor, Ariana, and Nicole, hanging out at Mary's new casa.. AH! Just so much to do. -_- After realizing it, January is gonna be one hell of a busy month.

16th - Choir Practice
17th - Santo Nino thing at St. Liz
24th? - Giz's birthday dinner
21st - Aiko's Birthday
22nd - ARIANA's BIRTHDAY !
25th - Chinese New Year
28th - BRACES OFF !

Oh man.. I love this busy schedule, but always somethin good comes up when things are already planned ! Oh wells, stick to commitments and know that they'll pay off in the end. Just tryna fit everything in there.. 'cos I needa spend time with everyone this year!

Augh, well it's just that time again.. where I find things out unexpectedly, and I'm like "Pho, is it already that time where drama will get to me?" I needed to vent so much after finding that out. And honestly, I just vented a whole lot, but since people look at this, I'm not posting anything. I know, all right. What is wrong with you?

Wrote one hell of a vent on a draft.
Man.

Letting go, and Letting God

I basically didn't even realize that it was the end of the weekend. -_- So much happened this weekend that I didn't really get to chill with friends & fam, but I did have a good time. Saturday was my uncle's retirement party.. I didn't expect it to be that enjoyable.. and now I have a deep respect of firefighters and everything they go through.. oh man, and their humor is fxcking funny! Haha. Today was more of a chill day.. It seemed that time went fast and I barely got to do anything ! But it's okay... 3.99 Pizza was fun ! [:
I guess this year, whenever I feel apprehensive, insecure, insubordinate, or "wondering"... I'm going to let go, and let God. Because I know some things in life.. I can admittely draw conclusions too soon without knowing or evident proof. I know those feelings of apprehension & insecurity... don't lead me to what I truly want in life -happiness & love. Though I may always wonder, always think about all the possibilities, always wonder what happens if my conclusion IS true.. I will let go, and let God. I'm going to let my wandering mind keep to myself... and not let it affect others. Because as the priest said today during the homily, " I believe the key to happiness is putting others before yourself ". Of course not to an extreme extent, but maybe, just maybe I'll try that more often.

So, this week is freakin' crazy, and hopefully I'm ready for it. First math quiz of the semester; only a week till part of my braces come off, lotsa reading quizzes, 9 months<3...
Be with me, Lord.

i get my braces officially off..

JANUARY 28TH !

Busy January & Revised Resolutions

Added & modified some resolutions !

1. Become more patient with everyone !
2. Set high standards for myself, but not too high.
3. Spend a weekend with my parents again.
4. Spend a weekend with my family.
5. Do something sweeet for Papa's one-year anniversary.
   
6. Spend a day with St. Chris Class of 2008 one day.
7. Maintain straight A's & join summer league for volleyball or basketball at Lucy's.
8. Set up a "BAM" day every month and chill with Mary&Alec !
9. Get more active with lifeteen & try to facilitate a retreat sooner or later.
10. Expand my eating habits, haha!
11. Maintain my piano practicing schedule & don't slack off
12. Celebrate one year with baby <3
13. Practicing saving $$$$.
14. Read a book at least once a month.
15. Get more boots & sandals, heehee. [:
16. See the snow !
17. Do something amazing for Valentine's Day & April 13 <3
18. Workout on the weekends or at least 2-3 times a week
19. Take good fxcking care of my hair.
20. Don't get so addicted to myspace this year -_- Haha.
21. Know everyone I haven't met in Class of '12
22. REMEMBER & GIVE on BIRTHDAYS !
    

Oh man, already the new year.. starting school and 2009 is doing good to me. I aced all my finals, thank you God.. and right now is a fresh start which means I gotta drive for my grades once more. I hope next year besides clubs I can join a sport; hopefully volleyball or maybe basketball ! Shiiiz, so many birthdays & lil happenings going on January ! MEGAN, damn I forgot hers was ont he 3rd :( I hafta get her a late bday present ! Aiko on the 21st, Ariana on the 22nd.. Gizz was supposed to have her birthday outing on the weekend, but I hafta go to my uncle's retirement party that day. Oh my and 9 months.. I really wanna do something for my baby this time (:
So busy ! But to be honest, the busy life is how I roll.. I can't stand doing nothin like this ! Jk readers [: But I hope everyone is taking care. New year, new start baby !

Start to 2009

Whatta great way to start of 2009. Kind of hard starting a new year after everything has happened last year. Two straight days of L2 BCEI J3, time with family on New Years, and setting a lot of new goals for myself this new year. Usually within a weeks time, I forget about my resolutions and say " Fxck it, it's not like I'm actually gonna do it.. " But this year, at least I'm gonna try. So, here are my new year resolutions & things to look forward to in 2009.

New Year Resolutions:

1. Become more patient with everyone !
2. Set high standards for myself, but not too high.
3. Spend a weekend with my parents again.
4. Spend a weekend with my family.
5. Do something sweeet for Papa's one-year anniversary.
   
6. Spend a day with St. Chris Class of 2008 one day.
7. Maintain straight A's & join summer league for volleyball or basketball at Lucy's.
8. Set up a "BAM" day every month and chill with Mary&Alec !
9. Get more active with lifeteen & try to facilitate a retreat sooner or later.
10. Expand my eating habits, haha!
11. Maintain my piano practicing schedule & don't slack off
12. Celebrate one year with baby <3
13. Practicing saving $$$$.
14. Read a book at least once a month.
15. Get more boots & sandals, heehee. [:
16. See the snow !
    

What to look forward to in 2009:

1. Braces offfff !
2. My first valentine's with someone, heehee [:
3. April 13, 2009 - one year!?
   
4. Spring Retreat !
5. Goodbye Frosh, Hello Soph !
6. NYC/Niagara Falls/Canada Trip
7. Summer League at Lucy's & ELITE Reunion(?)
8. 15th birthday?! I'm getting so old. -___-
9. Parents' 25th Anniversary ((((:
10. The holiday season all over again