5 MONTHS<3

so, i haven't blogged in the longest time because

1) i'm really tired early these days.

2) i just have too much in my mind that i want to put down.

but now i have time to do this and i will jot down every detail i call recall.

my 5 months with chris was saturday the 13th. it was nearly the most perfect day i've had. it started out with chris calling me at 9 am.. saying he is 30 seconds away from my house. and i'm like.. WHAT?! so i put on my bra, brush my teeth, and put on my glasses. when i open the door, he's out there with a poster saying "Happy 5 Months" with little post-its on it and a tiny picnic basket! it was the cutest thing ever. (: we were supposed to go to the park.. but my dad wouldn't have let me so we went inside and ate an indoor picnic. it was pandesal w/ condense milk (yummy!) and pandeube. oh, and can't forget the tang! haha. 

then at 12 we went to puente hills mall where we saw 3/4 of pineapple express. we saw geoff & laura (his gf) there. haha. chris also bought me a pair a bright blue vans.. i kept telling him he didn't have to.. but he kept insisting so i picked the bright blue vans so i would think of him everytime i wear it :)

then we went to mass.

then we went to eat at the hub cafe in walnut = yummy food, jenga, pusoy dos, and checkers. haha. 

then i went back to his house. it was a long day for the both of us, but it was worth it.. so we were just lying on his bed and then we started some deep talking. 

very deep talking. and i just want to say... that i'm just the luckiest girl in the world. but this time i'm not just saying it. i mean it. 

i always thought chris never worried about guys liking me because i was younger and i thought older guys would be like "psh, no one is competition to me cause im older". but surprisingly, he is. for some odd reason, it's that time of the season where a fucking buttload of guys tell me they like me. and i'm like... uh. sorry. happily taken. don't want you to waste your time. it means a lot that he's concerned.

Thursday. was. an. eye-opening. day.

for reasons that i won't trust it in public.

and this is my conclusion after my five months:

i have several major decisions in my life. job, school, love. love having the most priority. and right now.. i am so deeply in love. so deeply in love that i just want to jump up and throw confetti. i've found someone right. someone who's down for what's good, what's right. i love him for that. so maybe sometimes we get in arguments.. but you know what i've noticed and even MY MOM?

mom: i've noticed that whenever you and chris disagree.. you always appear to be a little bit more stronger than before.

that meant a lot to me... 

and it's true. we have the most open relationship ever. i love his kisses on the cheek and forehead.. when his arms are around mine. i love his hair and the way he always smells. i love his ticklish spots. those only count for physical attractions. what attracts me most is his heart. his true, genuine heart. and i love him..

i love you Chris.

fer shure.

fer shure.