if it wasn't for that flipping friday..
i wouldn't be like how i am right now.
i've never felt this sad. so pessimistic, so enthralled
by such the change that's happening.

and to be honest...
i really. hate it.
because it makes me feel this way.

i've tried lifting my head..
but i can't hide anymore. just the fact that he lied
about where he met her. it makes me skeptical.
God.. what is happening?