Admittance

So, these past two days.. I've been fussing over some stupid things, and I've really got to admit that I've been ungrateful. It's kinna amazing how I can eventually open up to my mom about this, and from there, she consults my dad. My mom's pretty hard on the world; she always thinks it's looking out for yourself, or else you're not gonna get what you want. But my dad is contrary. He's pretty understanding and says that you just needa be forgiving and learn to be patient with the world. What do I think?

I don't know. It's sort've hard because you look at both perspectives of my parents and you conclude that they both have good points. The last two days, I've been ungrateful for things he's done for me. I know I was expecting more, but really.. it's the thought that counts.. and I know many women out there would love to be where I am right now. It's just hard though.. It wasn't really a big deal, but somehow.. I made it one.

I tried reconciling today. I gave him a "B" necklace which I bought at Kohls today. I remembered sometime.. like a month ago.. he said he wanted one. I hope he wears it.

I hope that the relationship still remains strong.
I hope I remain strong spiritually and emotionally.
I hope I remain dignified.
I hope that these next two months will strengthen us for one year.
I hope we remain beyond our one year.
I hope our love will last.
I hope for us.