Total Venting Session

Ugh, when is something too much? Because that's what I'm feeling right now. I have absolutely not a day in my schedule where "nothing" is scheduled in my way. I always have piano, piano, school, dentist/doctor appointments. Fuck, I thought after last week everything would be done.. but next week is busy as hell. Aye, Holy Week. :[ So what's going on this weekend & next week?

Saturday - Xrays for dentist, Mass
Sunday - Mass
Monday - TB Shots for Internship
Tuesday - Maybe Holy Week Practice
Wednesday - TB Checkup
Thursday - Holy Thursday Mass at St. Chris
Friday - Good Friday Mass at St. Chris
Saturday - Easter Vigil Mass at St. Chris
Sunday - 10:30& 12:15 Mass at St. Chris

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I'm really just.. Ugh. Stressed, annoyed, bitchified.. I don't know.. But after writing it down, it does look like I'm hella busy. And I know this all for $$ and for the future and shit, but I really just want to enjoy NOW & the present. Ugh, I'm so.. -_-

& now I just heard the news about spring break which really kinda makes me sad a little. C won't be here to celebrate our one year on the 13th :[. We won't even see each other on Easter. He'll be at a golf tourney in North Cal. I hope he does well though. I just guess that means more time to make his present. Anyways, speaking of bad timing.. He's gonna be gone the 12-14th and my family is LEAVING the 14-16th to go to Vegas. Can I talk about a more disappointing Spring Break? Things are just going too fast. Why the hell can't it slow down?

I'm tired.. I really just want to sleep. That always makes things better.

Lates.