I've gotta stay strong.

Gotta wave my hands in the air and touch the sky, and never let myself get down just cause I'm impatient. Cause I've got everything I want in my life right now, everything I need.. I won't allow doubt, fear... "little deaths" as they call it in religion get to me. Because overcoming it and conquering it will make me a stronger person.

Today, my mom & I were talking about life as always.. Of course, she goes too far many times, and as many times I ask her to stop so my temper won't rise, she lectures me anyways. Yesterday, when she saw me crying, she cried too. And it just made me think:

My mother is amazing.

She is a strong woman, after seeing me get hurt so many times.. she's still here. To be my mother.. to always be there for me when I'm hurt and I just need someone to hug. I admit that I am going through a teen angst stage and am often having fights with my mom. I wish I could tell her a way how I love her without getting emotional. Yeah, I seem to be more emotional these days. Don't know why. Oh well, her birthday is this friday.. meaning homecoming game.. meaning I have to figure out something!