Shoutouts !

Finals weeeek is next week and.. I'm kind of scared. Well, I'm nervous for English. Bencomo said he's doing our final this Friday on TKAM and it's worth 40% of our grade.. holy Jesus. I think finals are flippin stupid, but aye, I just pray I do well. [:
I've been at ease these couple of days. And being at ease means not that much thinking and putting myself in other people's shoes. So.. I have a few anonymous shoutouts I wanna make to some people.

1) Oh.. my goodness. I don't know how I could survive school without you. I know I steal your money (but you steal mine too!) and we buy each other snacks esp the Quaker Cheese Stuff from the vending machine. I love having you in 4/6 of my classes. And as much as I make fun of you, know that I really appreciate you being there just to talk to. 'Cos I know you understand things from my point of view.. and I admire it !

2) CAN YOU SPELL THAT? Hahaha. Oh, man. School without you is like.. what's the point? Yaknowyaknow. Haha. COCKasians & the asians.. our handshakes.. locker buddies forever in high school.. I swear.. I don't get how we don't get in trouble in algebra & spanish - we talk so damn much ! Haha. Well, I love how you cheer up my day.. even when I was feeling blue that one day.. I gotta admit, it's hard to cheer me up.. and you did ! So i love you even if I don't text back to you. Haha. (:

3) You.. I've realized that you are the person I can count on for just about anything. I thought we would be distanced.. because that's how I felt in the past. But now.. I've gotta admit that everything is great. I mean our inside jokes are still there, our old friendship still there, the sharing of our personal lives.. and really you are my BFFAE at heart. I'm glad we didn't distance.. that I allowed myself to open to you again.. because I realized that I can truly trust you.

4) Just stop acting like you know everything.

5) I've been thinking about you, specifically you.. occasionally. I found out some things that brought me down a little (they weren't bad or unacceptable.. just kinda got me a lil uncomfortable).. Not from other people.. just my own personal discovery. I didn't know what to think.. I thought that we were distancing and just losing each other within society and the world.. because it's moving too fast. And I thought.. I was going to lose you. And I thought.. and I thought.. After much contemplation, I've realized that this.. time. What we're experiencing right now.. it is truly a change.. a transition into a new phase of us. A phase that doesn't require such attention, but just the knowing that you'll always be there when you're done with the day.. That you'll be my good morning, my good night, my daily hello. A phase that requires trust, positivity, and hella true love.

6) I wish I could get closer to you.. but I don't know how! You seem so easy to talk to; so friendly with everyone.. Kinda just like me. And yeah, we're good friends, but for some reason.. you're nice to talk to.. but our conversations seem so ingenuine. Like.. it's funny, but the laughs aren't real.. but implemented there automatically. It's so easy to appeal to others.. in fact everyone somehow things I'm funny?! (no conceited, more of shock - promise). But for you.. it's kinda hard ! Not.. that I don't wanna be your friend.. I mean after all.. I do see you all day, every day.

7) It's like a little kid in a big girl's body. [:

Okay.. I'm done with my shouts. I'm really sleepy. Gnight !