SCARED.

so chris is at his friend's debut practice. ughh.. the thought of another girl holding his hand. dancing with him. getting lifted by him. -_- but i'm okay with that. at first when i heard about it in the philippines, i was really envious, i had to admit. but now i'm okay with it. BUT HAY GIRLS DON'T GO TOO FAR WITH MY MAN! ;)

another school year. but yet this time.. i don't know what will happen. morrison had us do an assignment to buy a card and write a letter to ourselves that we would open at the end of freshman year. this really got me thinking...
by the end of freshmen year will i be a class officer?
will i still enjoy school the way i enjoy it right now?
will i still have the same close friends i've made so far or will i hang with new ones?
will i still be in love?
will i still look the same?

i'm really scared for the future. you don't even know, readers. i love the state i'm in right now. but man. looking what happened to other people and their bad experiences.. with school, turnarounds in attitudes, love...
i'm just nervous. i'm fine on the outside, but inside my heart is shaking. because i want everything to work out..
i want everything to go the way it should.

but there is no guarantee to that.