It'll Take Time - The Weekend Summary

Expectance of this weekend: Fun, maybes a reunion seeing old faces, L2 bonding time.
Turnout: Disappointment with a little fun.

Friday was the start of all this drama, and I think it's resolved..

But, Saturday turns worse.. The texts were driving me crazy, but Nicole's party was HELLA fun. Like.. I don't even know how to describe it. Firstoff, Nicole in the jumper = OMFG, HILARIOUS! Hahahahah.. I'm cracking up just thinking about it. Hahaha, and then Valeria and Megan on Rockband, omg.. that was FUNNY. Lol, and I won $20 in iTunes. Yepyep, that was fun even if I didn't stay the whole time. I left around 530.
So, I go to Barkada, and... my mood goes from 10 to 1. I wanted to make things better, but it just seemed he didn't want to be near me. He was having fun without me it seemed. No eating together, sitting together.. I don't know what I did to deserve this. I just needed to know.. Can you really just tell me what I did? 'Cos I really was clueless and I was dying inside. Ugh, it was just -_- on me because while I was watching the show I would get tears in my eyes.. 'cos I really hate when we're like this. :( The end of that night.

Sunday, we make up. And right now, we're okay. I know about my promise: to stop my temper, to stop insecurity, to trust, and to be patient. I know we're okay right now.. trying to forget. But will forgetting really help me? Will I ever really release that curiousity inside of me about this situation? I think eventually I will. But, right now.. it's still in me. It'll take time.. I know it. It's just another situation of my promise to myself.

Busy week ahead of me:
Monday: Confirmation
Tuesday: Freshman Retreat & Dress Rehearsal at St. Chris
Wednesday: DJ PIZZA LUNCH (:
Thursday: Dress Rehearsal at St. Chris
Friday: Concert at St. Chris
Saturday: Marielle & Taylor's party

Oh man.