Sinking

I feel brought down.
I feel sad.
I feel under the influence of other people's opinions.
I feel like I lead myself into these things.
I feel like my optimism is falling shorter and shorter every time.
I feel like I need to stop thinking.
I feel like I want our puppy love again.
I feel like I want attention; a simple.. Look in the eyes for more than just one second.
I feel like I want to be the one you fought to search through the crowd just to look for just like last year.
I feel like at times like this, I need someone to lean on.
I feel like I'm sinking gradually..

Sinking.. into unknown thoughts and never coming up for air.